"Misery Loves Co."

1. My mind still speaks
2. Kiss your boots
3. Need Another One
4. Sonic Attack
5. This is no dream
6. Happy?
7. Scared
8. I Swallow
9. Private hell
10.The Only Way
11.2 Seconds

"Happy?"

All the songs on this album are
also on the first one ("misery loves Co.")
so I'm not gonna bother writing them
out...

"Not Like Them"

1. It's all yours
2. A million lies
3. Prove me wrong
4. Owe you nothing
5. Complicated Game
6. Taste It (Imaginary Gun)
7. Deny everything
8. Them Nails
9. Infected
10.Feed the Creep
11.Not the Only One

 

My mind still speaks

Instructions
Will beat a path for me to walk
Slim line, I'd given all to live apart
Release me, I'm trying to but don't hold me back
Allegiance, to no one else but me

No one's seen what I have seen
No one's been where I have been
No I wasn't born to follow, you can't train me
If you know me who I am
Got the knowledge of where I stand
A million ways to put me down
You can't train me

Can't touch me - You can't touch me
Can't hurt me
Can't frame me
Cut off my tongue
My mind still speaks

Please control yourself!
Cultured? society strikes and yet
He knows no bounds
They have committed acts
Against father nature
Acts define their mere existence
And make any decent person recoil
With disgust)

Silence, instead of confrontation
New lies, to cover up the old
I want chaos
Destroy in order to create
Release me, I'm trying to move

No one's seen what I have seen
No one's been where I have been
No I wasn't born to follow, you can't train me
If you know me who I am
Got the knowledge of where I stand
A million ways to put me down
You can't train me

Can't touch me
Can't hurt me
Can't frame me
Cut off my tongue
My mind still speaks

Can't touch me
Can't break me
No

No one's seen what I have seen
No one's been where I have been
No I wasn't born to follow, you can't train me
If you know me who I am
Got the knowledge of where I stand
A million ways to put me down


Can't touch me
Can't hurt me
Can't break me
Cut off my tongue, my mind still speaks

Can't touch me
Can't hurt me
Can't frame me
My mind still speaks


Kiss your boots

You push me up
Against the wall
With your so called truth
Behind your back
I know you built your conviction on hollow ground
But time as time you rise again

I wanna kiss your boots
I wanna kiss your - boots
I wanna shine your boots
I wanna kiss your boots

Gotta go to learn
Put a bullet you cannot touch
Die
You play your game for self pitiness
You start to cut the crap
Open up your mind

I wanna kiss your boots
Lets smash the face of opposition
Lets smash the face of opposition - You
Lets smash the face of opposition - Ladies and gentlepersons

You push me up
Against the wall
With your so called truth
Behind your back

I wanna kiss your boots
I wanna shine your boots
I wanna kiss your boots

Live in fear

Lets smash the face of opposition - Do
Lets smash the face of opposition - Live in fear

Wanna kiss your boots - Live in fear
Kiss Your boots
Wanna kiss your boots - Live in fear
Kiss Your boots - Ah! hahahahaha!
Wanna kiss your boots
Kiss Your boots - Live in fear
Wanna kiss your boots
Kiss Your boots - Ah! hahahahaha!
Wanna kiss your boots
Kiss Your boots

Live in fear

Need another one

I'm shaking like a leaf
Everybody's staring at me
I would give up my belief
If you'll only help me breathe

Nervous moves, only makes her smile
There is no chance to get away
Dying seems like a waste of time
But doesn't matter anyway

Need another one
Give me another one
Got to have another one
Last one didn't do me no good

The brain is trying to communicate
In a language I didn't learn in school
I guess I'll just have to wait
Who am I trying to fool

Need another one
Give me another one
Got to have another one
Last one didn't do me no good

Once I'd try
But now I've given it up
Don't want to hold it back
Or think it through
I'm getting ready for the crash
Nothing really matters anymore

Need another one
It'll be justified
How come we never played
Russian roulette?
An eye for an eye
The ultimate high
We might as well play some Russian roulette!

Need another one
Give me another one
Got to have another one
Last one didn't do me no good

Need another one
It'll be justified
How come we never played
Russian roulette?
An eye for an eye
The ultimate high
We might as well play some Russian roulette

Need another one - Need another one
Give me another one - It'll be justified
Got to have another one - Got to have another one
Last one didn't do me no good


Sonic attack

Could I have the image of doubt?
Believe the 'picture walls' were so clear
The perfect human end with spite of word
That's what I thought I was about
The arrow was born straight through my head
Now you watch my everyday...

Oh God understand
It wasn't me
Your nothing in common with the grief
You see, yeah
I'm not shouting
Pointing at you
You know that's something I wouldn't do
But there I was
The love of your life
Willing enough to kill us both
I tried

Sonic attack

He's out of control

Wanted you to feed my strange desire
Can I ever face myself
What have I done
I really wanted to humiliate you
I really wanted to violate you
So there I was the love of your life
Insane enough to kill us both

Sonic attack
Inside my head
Sonic attack
As I toss you into bed


Sonic attack
Get off my back
Sonic attack
Get off my fucking back


This is no dream

Confused
Tired of life
Feelin' ill
Just give me a call
I deliver the bill
Killing is my business
Business is good
Send your money
And I'll do what I should
This is no dream

Fifty minutes of hell
Then eternal sleep
Pray the lord your soiled
Fucking soul to keep
I lock the door
Throw away the key
Another for the flies
That's what you'll be
This is no dream
This is no dream
This is for real

Here it is
Fight it man
You know who I am

I'm the new-born
Messiah
With a viscious grin
The holy spirit
Will preach your sin
So just take my hand
And I'll put you to bed
I'll sing you my lullabies 'till your dead

I'm the new-born
Messiah
With a viscious grin
The holy spirit
Will preach your sin
So just take my hand
And I'll punch you to bed
And send you my lullabies till your dead

For real
No dream
Dream
No dream

This is no dream
This is for real
This is no dream

Let me end your day
In my own way


This is no dream
This is for real
No dream
This is no dream
This is no dream
This is for real
No dream
No dream
This is no dream

Happy?

Always want what I haven't got
Wanna be what I am not
You wish me somewhere I can't be seen
I am caught where I've never been
Your feelings become mine for a while
As I realize your stronger than I
The freak show is about to begin
As I turn around and let you in
And let you in
I don't know what I wanna be
Searching for someone, don't look at me
I just want what I haven't got
I just shoot and something dies
Find it hard to explain
So how can you understand
I'm killing things with this razor blade
Makin'' sure a price gets paid
A price gets paid

I'm happy with my misery
Please leave me be
There's nothing wrong with me, you see
I'm happy with my misery
I'm happy

Get the phone - Get the phone

Though I try to kick you out of this haze
Been like this for weeks and days
What is now and what have I said
I really don't know
I really can't tell
Creeping along these walls of hate
Quiet, don't wanna complicate
Saying to myself once more
Forever never, never more
Never more

Get the picture - Get the picture

I'm happy with my misery
Please leave me be
There's nothing wrong with me, you see
I'm happy with my misery

Happy with my misery
Please leave me be
There's nothing wrong with me, you see
I'm happy with my misery

Aaaahhhhhhh!

Scared

Scare x5

Are you
Scared
)

Scared
Give me something
)

Are you..
Scared

Scare
Alberkurky

Scared

Scared
Give me something away
)
Scared
)
Give me something away

I swallow

Feel your pressing
Closer closer
Pilot's open - open, open
Wet stain on my lips
Won't forget it - forget it, forget it
Push it apart, tear it apart
Abuse me, amuse me - abuse me, amuse me
Wouldn't want it any other way
But I won't guess who you'll have right now

Still I follow
I swallow
Here I swallow
I swallow
Deep, down, loads
I swallow
Breathe, sore, fist
I swallow

I'd like to kill somebody

Treat me like the punk I am
Stuff this down
Follow the cross on my skin
My flesh - My flesh, my flesh
Cannot move
Cannot touch
Your touch is all pressured
Pull on my strings as you always do
A flick of your switch
And I'm yours

Deep, down, loads
I swallow
Breathe, sore, fist
I swallow - I swallow
Deep, down, loads
I swallow
Breathe, sore, fist
I swallow
I swallow

I've never killed so many

Looking for work
Take it easy easy
You know how it is
They deserve to die

Still I follow - I swallow, I swallow
Here and now - I swallow
Deep, down, loads
I swallow
Breathe, sore, fist
I swallow - I swallow
Deep, down, loads
I swallow - I swallow
Breathe - I swallow
Sore - I swallow
Fist
I swallow
Still I follow
I swallow
Here and now
I swallow
Still I follow
Here I swallow

Private hell

I know we're going up
I know what brings me down
What brings me down
The look on Johnny's face
Tells me how I feel
Just how I feel - How I feel
Got to go away
No reason to stay
Until you fuckers fall down
No longer wanna kill myself
Suicide is cheap
The rest of the world can die

See them all break down
Voices around me so strong
Words that drown the thought
Hard to tell right from wrong
Didn't know how to figure it out
But the look on Johnny's face
I know it is for real
I'm living a lie
But so are you
Your not the one who's locked in a zoo
Could do without your good advice
So get the fuck out of
On my private hell
My private hell

See them all break down
Pull!
See them all break down
Break down

Gotta get away
No reason to stay
They all get their share on judgement day
Watching them all fall down and die

See them all break down - See them all break down
See them all break down - Break down
See them all break down - See them all break down

In my private hell
My private hell

In my private
In my private hell

The only way

Those who are laughing now
Will be crying later
Hope for the stomachs until now have been hungry will be full now
None shall be poor for ever, and ever, and ever

You've got to save, say those who've always had it better
We watched 'em play, they lost, now were the ones who pay
Reach out, reach out

The only way is the way they've chosen, for us all
So sacrifice yourself to make sure the bad bloodsuckers don't fall
Reach out, reach out

It doesn't have to be like that

I don't feel it?
How do you feel

Now whose to judge
We learn how to kid
But even if they not laughing now
It will be quite soon
Reach out, reach out

The only way
The answer is
The only way
The answer is
The only way

2 seconds

The body of a junkie
2 seconds
Before the needle reaches it's target
2 seconds
2 seconds
I can't hear you being repulsive
For I'm normally cut to pieces
Unrestrained violence
And the warm between my legs
More, more
Whatever I do I need twice as much
Something that makes my heart explode
Anything
2 seconds
Yeah I know I'm good at being nobody
I could have been sludge
At least I have the time now
2 seconds

On weekends I send sick photographs
To the ladies of my residential neighbourhood
That's my way of expressing something
I'm barly inventive when it comes to playing games
2 seconds
2 seconds
I like to look at the dark side of things
And I always give a big smile
When I smile I feel like one of those
Doing commercials for candy
Kinda cute
I'd still like to kill him though
2 seconds
A lifetime

The bullet from your weapon
Watch me explode
Closer
Now I'm staring at you
2 seconds - 2 seconds
The body, all I'm touching
Used to be impressed
Closer
Now I'm staring at you
2 seconds - 2 seconds

The body of the junkie
2 seconds
Before the needle reaches its target
Give me 2 seconds
2 seconds
A lifetime

2 seconds - 2 seconds
Seconds - Seconds
2 seconds - 2 seconds
The body of the junkie
Used to be impressed
Closer
Now I'm staring at you
2 seconds - 2 seconds
Seconds - Seconds
2 seconds - 2 seconds
It's All Yours

Sometimes I wish I could be like you
Never easy to be me
I keep hurting myself
Without knowing why it had to affect me
The blackness of everything
didn't matter much to you
But did you ever say something
that wasn't a lie, something worthwhile

Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours

We've got a failure to call our own
a reminder of what's to come
Thinking only of you as I'm
crawling to the point of no return
Do I need to erase myself
to cover up the scars?
Is there anything left?
the loss of it all nothing's worthwhile

Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours
It's all...
It's all
It's all...

Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours
It's all yours

A Million Lies

Information gave me a choice,
Kill everything or more
I'm so very happy now,
according to my teenage whore
Hear my voice but it's not me,
I will always disagree.
Inhale then fade away
everything's different today.
Now I got me a new religion,
It will get me into shape.
I've changed personality
the old one always made me hate
So comfortable to stand in line
Keeps the voices out of my mind
The real thing's never what it seems
in a world of a million lies

A million lies - A million lies
A million lies - in a world of a million lies

Those insects drove me mad
always there to distract
To show my disbelief
I painted every fucker black
Wanna crawl all over you
Suck the smell of your dirty skin
Who could ever ask for more
in a world of a million lies

A million lies - A million lies
A million lies - in a world of a million lies

Suck the dirt of my skin...

Information gave me a choice,
Kill everything or more
I'm so very happy now,
according to my teenage whore

A million lies - A million lies
A million lies - in a world of a million lies
Repeat

Suck the dirt of my skin...

Prove Me Wrong

Who will make the decision
to kill what's already dead?
The silence kept drowning my voice
When I had so much more to say

I pretend I'm asleep again
because I don't want you to know
Can I escape from myself
and my fear to meet your eye?
I can smell your inside,
It's all over me by now
Though I'm as close as can be
I have never felt so alone
We fuck cause we have to
If we don't there's something wrong
pushing each other downhill
At least we're partners in this crime.

Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,
make me understand,
help me to understand...
Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,
help me

So things come and go,
and they sure went fast this time.
Strong hands big promises
gave me nothing to believe at all.
Turned me into a timebomb,
ready to explode in everyone's face.
Who would hear my confession
We don't listen anymore
No one can say we did not
carry the missing well.
Forever in debt to you for not
being what you wished of me?
Things got so difficult when I knew
that I could never win
thought I was out of my mind
to even think the way I did.

Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,
make me understand,
help me understand...
Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,

Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,
make me understand,
help me understand...
Why don't you prove me wrong,
show me what I can't see,
make me understand,
I wanna understand...
Repeat

We fuck cause we have to
If we don't there's something wrong
pushing each other downhill
At least we're partners in this crime.

Owe you nothing

Never learned to fake it,
even though you want me to.
Don't belong in your world,
won't be coming back no more.
Don't want you near me,
don't need you in my life.
Leave it all behind me,
I close my eyes and
it's all gone
Now I'm on the outside,
my reflection on your wall,
bite the hand that feeds me,
in order to stay alive

You could never hurt me,
the way you hurt yourself.
Nothing lasts forever,
I close my eyes and you are gone.
You are gone.

I am what you made me,
don't put the blame on me.
You are safe as always,
in your world of make believe.
I owe you nothing
I gave it all away.
Won't see me crawling,
seems like you have lost control.

You could never hurt me,
the way you hurt yourself.
Nothing lasts forever,
I close my eyes and you are gone.
You are gone.

I owe you nothing.
You are gone
I owe you nothing.

Now I'm on the outside,
my reflection on your wall,
bite the hand that feeds me,
in order to stay alive
You could never hurt me,
the way you hurt yourself.
Nothing lasts forever,
I close my eyes and you are gone.
You are gone. x5
I owe you nothing

Complicated Game

I ask myself should I put my finger to the left, no
I ask myself should I put my finger to the right, no
It doesn't really matter where I put my finger
someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, yeah

little girl ask me should she part her hair upon the left, no
little girl ask me should she part her hair upon the right
I said it really doesn't matter where you part your hair
someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, game yeah
yeah

little boy ask me should he put his foot upon the left, no
little boy ask me should he put his foot upon the right, right, right
I said it really doesn't matter where you put your foot
someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, game yeah
It's just a complicated game, yeah

they want a Tom, they want a Joe
to dress him up and stick him out on show
They were only arrows in a very bad aim
It's just a complicated

they want a Tom, they want a Joe
to dress him up and stick him out on show
They were only arrows in a very bad aim
It's just a complicated
It's just a complicated game

God asked me should he also put his foot on the left, left, left, no
God asked me should he also put his foot on the right
I said it really doesn't matter where you put your foot
someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game
game
It's just a complicated game
game
It's just a complicated game
just a compli- complicated
It's just a complicated game
It's just a complicated
complicated
It's just a complicated
complicated
It's just a complicated game
just a complicated game
just a... complicated
just a complicated game

Taste It (Imaginary Gun)

Ready to dive,
to taste it
strain my nerve,
no, I won't lose
Time is right for adjustments,
bring me more
I will not hesitate,
what you see is what you get

Taste it,
Don't fake it
fake it

Closer this time,
your pigskin
conceal the sky,
with your big lie
Nothing left to fuck up,
further down
imaginary gun,
no I won't lose this time

Taste it,
Don't fake it
taste it


I will not fade,
makes no sense at all
to apologies,
for something I am not
No God damn relapse,
I'll go for the throat
No God damn relapse,
though something is lost

Taste it,
Don't fake it
taste it

taste it

I will not fade...

Deny Everything

The wait for something,
the wait for someone
wish I could give it all up,
for the unknown
Hide behind the big nothing,
afraid to breathe
the cruicifixion of christ,
forever

Deny everything - deny everything
Deny everything - deny

What I don't know,
is what hurts me the most
what I can't see
is what scares me at night
It feels so useless,
everything turns black
I am back where I started,
over and over again

Deny everything - deny everything

Hide behind the big nothing,
afraid to breathe
the cruicifixion of christ,
forever more

Deny everything
Deny everything - deny everything
Deny everything

Them Nails

So small, so sick...
deny the truth,
hurts so much
can't face it no more
Can't turn around...
everyone is a pig,
upholding themselves
through exploitation

The end justifies the means,
no pleasure without pain
you push the limit
further away

I'll go anywhere
that ain't here,
wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once,
I am looking for something else

Them nails
Them nails

I hate what's mine...
can't sleep at night,
walls are closing in on me
Effective, destructive...
humiliation, disintegration,
your God can't fix what's broken

You have taken this too far,
a manace to yourself
you push the limit further away

I'll go anywhere
that ain't here,
wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once,
I am looking for something else

Them nails
Them nails

I hate what's mine...

The end justifies the means,
no pleasure without pain
You have taken this too far,
a manace to yourself
you push the limit further away

I'll go anywhere
that ain't here,
wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once,
I am looking for something else

Them nails
Them nails

I hate what's mine...

Infected

There's something inside of me,
it tears it all apart.
What I once was can never be,
what you will be I'll never see.
Can't find the strength to erase it
as it crushes my will to live.
Don't want you close enough to smell me,
God I wish I had the courage to kill
Always there to beat me down,
to remind me of who I am.
The one to hold me back,
when I pretend I'm alive again.
Don't wanna be the way I am
I'd like to turn around and walk away.
I wish I had the courage to kill,
God I wish I had the courage to kill

I wish I had the courage to kill

No one can see me now,
alone with my doubt and fear.
I'm so tired of myself,
so if you leave me can I come to?
once I tried to listen,
but I just could not understand.
I'm a stranger to myself,
so if you leave me can I come to?
if you leave me can I come to?

Am I someone special?
Can I be replaced?
I keep repeating myself,
did I disappoint you?
Did I always fail?
I keep repeating myself

There's something inside of me,
it tears it all apart.
What I once was can never be,
what you will be I'll never see.
Can't find the strength to erase it
as it crushes my will to live.
Don't want you close enough to smell me,
God I wish I had the courage to kill

Am I someone special?
Can I be replaced?
I keep repeating myself,
did I disappoint you?
Did I always fail?
I keep repeating myself
am I acting strange?
or just like everyone else?
I keep repeating myself.
Can't someone help me?
Can't you see I'm afraid,
can't you see I'm afraid...
I'm afraid

Feed The Creep

Between these walls,
we were so safe
our perfect home would not
let anything disturbing in.
A swastika's been carved,
everything's so quiet,
no one's seen or heard a thing

Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black

Forced to submit, silent agreement
something clean wasted by disease
Seek for strength,
in the common weakness
what gave you the right,
you had no...

Feed the creep

The only thing is absence
???

Now, the message is clear,
we've all gone blind,
can only see
what we wanna believe.
A swastika's been carved,
everything's so quiet,
what gave you the right,
you had no fucking right
no fucking right

Feed the creep

Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black
paint it black
Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black

Feed the creep

Not the Only One

I hide from your faces,
don't want to be seen
to be gone forever,
what does that mean?
Models kept smiling
million dollar smiles,
crosses kept burning
on the day that you died
To leave is a failure,
no good on our own
needs to be needed,
so give dog a bone.
Hope I don't talk
in my sleep tonight
I don't know what
I might say tonight...
tonight

No time to question,
these days end
so fast our skin's
made of concrete,
paid well to last.
A sense of security,
despite the violation.
If you need to escape
from something,
you're not the only one

You're not the only one
with doubts
You're not the only one
that hurts
don't ever let them take
it all away
won't let them take
anything away
away

The model still smiles
the crosses still burn...
burn.

You're not the only one
with doubts
You're not the only one
that hurts
don't ever let them take
it all away
won't let them take
anything away
You're not the only one
with doubts
You're not the only one
that hurts
don't let them take
it all away
won't let them take
any fucking thing away
away
your not the only one

Nothing Remains
(Only on the digipack version of the album)

Getting further and can go???
Do what your doing again
The only thing that makes you feel anything at all
and you will love the one that hurts
don't whip me for forgiveness
and I would never be spared
No policeman could ever fit your crime
to turn your back and close your eyes

Nothing remains
Moving closer to you
you refresh from the corpse
can't remember my name
as I descend into the dirt

Slowly laughing their names
someone has got to fade

The only thing that makes you feel satisfied
can only look the one that hurts

Nothing remains
Moving closer to you
you refresh from the corpse
Can't remember my name
as I descend into the dirt
Nothing remains - nothing remains

Nothing remains
You move closer to you
you refresh from the corpse
can't remember my name
as I descend into the dirt

Nothing remains - nothing remains

Moving closer to you
You refresh from the corpse
can't remember my name
as I descend into the dirt

Thank you Martin Pettersson for letting me copy the lyrics for the first album so that I could double-check mine with them.
His Misery Loves Co. site is awesome and it's linked from my linx site.

All lyrics used by permission

Copyrighted MNW Music, MVG Music and Earache Records.